Tiz evening ma love and i stood by tha doorway to watch tha rain… little did i realise dat these  moments cud bring us to cherish tiz little romantic moment 2getha.. here baby, i wrote tiz frm tha bottom of ma heart. May we last forever~

Ambling toward tha front door,
Sheltered frm tha rain rushing in a pour,
I placed ma fingertips on tha brass grills,
Tha sight outside carried me with thrills…

Stong but gentle pair of hands then wrapped around ma waist,
A wonderful feeling- with a great aftertaste,
We watched tha rain whisper in stealth,
We too marvelled at wut heavens cud bring in wealth..

I held his hands and gripped it tight,
Wishing that tiz cud last thru tiz stormy night,
Refreshed by his presence and ways of love,
I felt Him smile from up above..

Here we stand at tha doorway,
Word were redundant- only actions cud say,
Watchin tha rain; like fine spun threads,
Admist tha billows of Nature’s threats…

We then shifted our stance,
With so much of a lovely glance,
Settling down on tha ceramics below,
Cuddles of endearment dawned with a soft blow…

Basking in his love i slowly thought,
A moment like tiz can never be bought,
Priceless..
Precious..
Without a doubt.
Every other we deemed zilch..

Tha description- if i can i may,
But nothin cud tell by tha word i say,
But heres a lil gist,
Even tha latter wud go on in a list…

Caressed by tha touch of an evening breeze,
Cold but given warmth; oh wut a tease!
Enveloped by tha zephyr of tha raging rain,
It shud as well noe- itz all in vain,
Audible pitter-patters oftha translucent,
Posing no interruption for tha world is transparent,
Sheltered from tha droplets; warm from tha chilly mist..

We locked eyes and held each other close,
Tha world froze in time- it became our own hourglass..

I then renewed ma beliefs,
Realizing again- mistakes? I never did make.

Ma reminiscence brought me along itz waves,
Deep in thoughts stroking ma heart..

These minutes weigh more than all treasures,
Rejuvenating and exhilarating beyond all measures,
Never thought wut tha rain cud do,
Amazing wut an element cud herald too..

Soon tha day descended its fold,
Clueless to wut tha future might hold,
But wutever it brings im ready by ur side,
Yes.. i proclaim.. i will not hide.

We’ll emblazon our future together,
I’ll hold on to our promise as long as forever,
With this i state and vow to you,
I truly, deeply, do love you too~

Heck.. guess wut b>? MOm read it… *yipez!* and……………. she sed itz a beautiful piece! *phew*
Betcha sleepin already hmm? =) Sweet dreams sweetheart. *mmuacks*

Much love,
ur babygurl Jess

… mortals shalt be helpless.. for fate decides all..
In a void depth,
Our future stares solely all along,
I quiver n hope,
A sparkle of faith shall we stumble upon,
Distance is not a factor,
Distance is not a fear,
Let alone be a hindrance,
To what we own in patience..

With a heart of trust,
And a dazzling new belief,
We will survive this absence,
Resulting a heave of relief,
I commit us unto tha Lordz hands,
Nodding with confidance..
Strutting with pride..

We’ll prove dat time is not an obstacle,
and dat we’ll return 2each other once again,
with a stronger bond and a wider scope,
our invincible love- will yet retain,
Watchin our flesh n blood with offsprings of their own,
We smile in coy, our love is in bound..
With this i proclaim; that ur trust in me is real,
I shall wait for your return.. and this is not a tale.

—->we can make it thru it all<—–
dun worry B, i hv realised….

Thanx fer fuckin up ma whole 16yearz ov life ya pathetic fool. Tiz iz fer ya. Ma heart kant say how much i hate ya. Burn in hell foh all i care. I had enuff of u. U taught me wut itz like to hate and hate is what i put upon ya. Thanx fer demolishing mom and thanx fer making me a rebel. U deserve every piece ov shit morons can hurl at ya. Im not sorry foh all tha thingz u’ve done to mom and i… it made us realize that we can sustain your abuses and violence.

21 is tha age where i save mom frm ur grasp and leave you dying alone.. I shall start ma family AWAY frm u, ya fuckin old man. How did i live ma 16yrz of life hiding tha bruises and scars u gave me? You think u can shadow ma future with ur eccentricity? Foh ur pathetic information, im successful, happy, and a wholesome person. I achieved it all with momz guidance.. Im stronger than u think, bastard. How did mom live wedded with u, hiding her agony frm me? Dun worry mom.. i now see tha truth.

What u did last afternoon took tha better of me. Evil thoughtz clouded me.. I had to kill u, before u took our lives. But I attempted suicide and thank heavens, ma Lord saved me in time.  Death is not an option. it will NEVER be. Death is wut YOU deserve.. not i. Thus, i commit this in2 Your hands o’ Mighty 0ne.

In tears and in pain, i wrote this piece.. this piece of paper with the exact words will be there on ur coffin or in your urn. I juz wanna tell u that i had enough. Anymore, ur bloody face will b on tha obituary section of tha daily.

Here I lie bleeding,
With ma heart hardly beating,
Each tremor eats me whole,
Itz you who had killed ma soul….
Cold.
Lifeless.
Rotten.

Ma life is destroyed,
With tha world to avoid,
Ur presence blackenz ma future thatz bright,
Forsaken and degraded in my very own right…
Ma pain had turned to anger,
Ma fear had turned to rage,
Ma soul is out to KILL you,
Ma revenge is yours too.

To watch you perish,
Heaven is bound to relish,
Turning away frm good,
Stabbing you churns ma mood,
People r blinded frm wut i see,
Im decaying in ur wrath.. for I live with thee.

Your weak heart in mutilation,
Resulting ma heart in satisfaction,
Life and life is not what you deserve,
I long to kill u bastard.. but for tha Lord i shall conserve,

For all these years Im thorned to death,
What i pray to hear is your very LAST breath.