I’m home… for I know my kingdom awaits.

 

I'm coming home, I'm coming home,

Tell the world I'm coming home,

Let the rain wash away,

All the pain of yesterday

 

A beautiful and warm homecoming to come back to.

Thanks mom and dad.

 

Those 8 hours of my life in the plane from Melbourne – Kuala Lumpur was and another 1 hour from Kuala Lumpur – Penang was by far the worst journey of my life. Leaving Australia was the hardest thing to do. 

I spent the bulk of my whole flight crying to sleep, waking up, crying again, listening to my iPod, falling asleep, woken up to eat the inboard meal, cried again to sleep, woke up, made friends on the plane (like I always do) and cried again to sleep, woke up and cried again.


It's beautiful. I need to get used to this.

Why do I still feel so empty? ๐Ÿ™

 

Don't wanna sound like a whiny bitch; but I'm seriously homesick.

When you spend half a year of your life finally discovering where you belong, no where else feels the same.

 

[Rant begins]

Everywhere I go I see you. Everything I do reminds me of everything I did back in Australia. I miss you so much it's dreadful. Talking to anyone reminds me of my amazing Aussie mates on and off rez. I don't feel like doing anything. I'm sweating from the crazy weather that I need to re-adjust myself back to as well. 

[/end rant]

 

Countdown : 67 days till my return to Australia

Gawd, please let it not feel like fucking forever ;( Please.

Comments

16 responses to “I’m home… for I know my kingdom awaits.”

  1. TheKonstandiesel Avatar
    TheKonstandiesel

    Don’t worry, honey. These 2 months will pass be like nothing. And the first thing you see when you land will be my face. I love you <3

    1. thejessicat Avatar

      i certainly hope so ๐Ÿ™‚ I love u too, heaps!!
      oh and if the first thing I see when i get there will be ur face, means i’ll be landing ON your face ๐Ÿ˜›

  2. christine_epiph Avatar
    christine_epiph

    Sigh. I can feel ur sadness jess. But welcome home anyway. All the best to u both, yall awesome! <33333

    1. thejessicat Avatar

      T_____T buckets of tears. sigh, I’ll be fine in time to come, I hope. It takes time. Im just SO not used to it at the mo.
      and thank you very much ๐Ÿ™‚

  3. Brandon99 Avatar
    Brandon99

    cute hat. Be strong and look forward to every new day coz u get to minus one day off yur countdown till becomes 0 days.

    1. thejessicat Avatar

      thanks. sigh. every new days is minus 1 day. ZERO! ZERO! ZERO! DAYS

  4. Glo-w Avatar

    don’t waste time crying when you could be smiling/stuffing ur face with msian food. live it as full as you can. before you know it you’ll be missing malaysia.

    1. thejessicat Avatar

      good one. sigh. i guess for every sadness i feel and i eat it away, i’ll be a awfully fat, obese person

  5. kel Avatar

    So u plan to live in Australia and start a family?

    1. thejessicat Avatar

      LOLOL that lies really far ahead so I dont wanna think about it yet ๐Ÿ™‚
      but for now, YES I wanna go back and live there

      1. kel Avatar

        Lol, sorry for my dumb question XD

        60% of my friends studying wants to stay there too, I guess there must be something about Australia~

        1. thejessicat Avatar

          actually the thing is not JUST about Australia.
          I think when a person goes abroad to study/work for a few months or few years, they tend to grow to love the place, the people and the culture. and it’ll be really hard to leave once you get used to something everyday.

          1. TheKonstandiesel Avatar
            TheKonstandiesel

            I wouldn’t mind you coming here to start a family

          2. thejessicat Avatar

            Awwwwwww. Ruvv you konzy <3
            Beautiful Eurasians ๐Ÿ˜€ nyahaha

  6. The "Sucker-ed" Expatriate Avatar
    The “Sucker-ed” Expatriate

    wtf do you mean by “Countdown : 67 days till my return to Australia” ?~???

    1. thejessicat Avatar

      Well, im returning to visit where I “belong” hehehehe.
      for a month! ๐Ÿ˜€

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