money is the root of all evil.

Why?? Why must the subject of money come into the picture??

I’m hurting so much that I want you here so badly,
But I’m so mad at what you did that I don’t want to see you.

I’ve always wanted the best for you, and sacrifice is not an issue. But is this how you would respond to someone who had offered, offers and will still offer you help? Someone who shows concern? Don’t you know how helpless and useless I feel not being able to do anything about it? WHY? Because you wouldn’t let me!

And how did you do so, in what manner? Forget it. I don’t even want to talk about it. I don’t deserve this kind of attitude, hurtful words and tone towards me. Especially not when I am more than willing to be there for you. You’re so insensitive! Don’t you have a heart? I care so much that I always want to see you happy, and this is what I deserve?  My concern has been shot down and I feel so unworthwhile. Are you really that worth all my pain?

Fine. If that makes you feel better, I WON’T care. anymore.

Isn’t there such a thing as a politely declining and assuring me that you’ll be alright? Because that’s my priority, YOU. Hello? Read my previous sentence again if you don’t mind. And remember it, if you didn’t already know.

Leave me alone everybody.
I don’t need anyone to kill me inside even more.