ARRRRGGHHHH SCREW IT

Been emo.
And… fuck the final exam.
it begins TOMORROW.

T________________T

did this last night when I was emo-ing real hard.
*sigh*
It still doesn’t take away the pain

One minute I held the key
Next the walls were closed on me
And I discovered that my castles stand
Upon pillars of salt, pillars of sand

I’m seldom emo.. well, not as emo as my bestie Joyce of course.
But when I’m emo, it feels like an infinite dose of acupuncture needles.

Oh, and I’m pretty sure most of you don’t know.. I have another website. It’s kinda personal but it won’t be anymore. Will publish it at the same time, pretty damn soon as well when I relaunch this website.

Anyway, here’s a lil sneak peak at how it looks like.

Webpage layout & design entirely coded by me.

The last time I was emo was not too long ago – here

wrote an emo poem in that post too.
not sure if any of you get the meaning but what the heck

I need an escapade.
screw it.

I want my life back
and I shall ace my exams
correction: i MUST maintain my CGPA of 3.9 and above
T_______T
ohLord, the pressure is building.

p.s – to the peeps that were there for me.
You know who you all are, definitely.
my thanks. ♥ ♥

Posted

28/11/2008

College, Personal

thejessicat

Tags:

Exams, Pain/Anger/Rants, Photoshop

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13 responses to “ARRRRGGHHHH SCREW IT”

Josh

28/11/2008

No worries. ^_^ Everything will be alright eventually.

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Harry

28/11/2008

cool down.. good luck pom!

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BLue

28/11/2008

*Hugs* I might start writing poems again 🙂 What an inspiration

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tZeLih

28/11/2008

wee wang wang~ if need a punching bag…me iz here ~ 🙂

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Yi Ling

28/11/2008

all the best for your exams tmrw ^^ chill yeah? 😀

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Jordan

28/11/2008

Emoing is good. Like fucking seriously. You know why? coz when we emo, we discover our inner self, we realises of many things, we see the true nature of other things, we hear from our inner voices, we think unlike other days when we run so passively.

And most importantly, we reveal our true self. Those around who have seen that self of us then, and accept us for who we are, are people you can count on. People whom you know you can bet your ass on, people you can expect to see one day for our funeral.

That’s why emo is good.

I love emoing. Just in moderation btw. I even have my own emo play list of songs to enjoy the sensation when it’s here.

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YingYang@QS

29/11/2008

Hugs! Cheeries kay! You’ll do fine =)

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Spectre

29/11/2008

WHY SO SERIOUS! HAVE A LIPTON! XD

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shadyz

29/11/2008

i emo daily wan.. dat makes me an emo veteran..LOL

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~ ♥ J E SS I C A . T A N

30/11/2008

hehe josh first to comment as always. =) thanks much. am feelin better de.. TMR EXAM OMG OMG

thankew pomparry *hugs

yesyes nath why not? poetry is a good way of expression. =) i just wrote one on the back of my notes again. lol. lookin 4ward to see urs!

*stares at tze* YOU SED IT BRUDDAHHH1!! muahahhahaha dun u dare take it back!! =P =P

aww thanks yiling! I’ll try to chill. seriously. haih. *deep breath*

hmm jordan well said. i can TOTALLY relate to wot u sed, especially the 2nd paragraph. =)thanks much!

and so will u stepson!! *hugsss* let’s ace the exams!

LOL spec no thankew. GTL or MILO applicable only. =P =P heeehee XD

U SERIOUS PS??? fuahhh.i din know u emo so often. *hugsss*

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Ron Jerem Lee

30/11/2008

3.9 GPA…. actually for what. so taht u can get RM50 better salary than ur classmate in future? :-p

take it easy, get the ass out of school asap is more important. grade…. leave it to the beer.

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~ ♥ J E SS I C A . T A N

01/12/2008

thanks ron. that’s an encouragement. =)
but still.. some things about me never change. hehe. i’m rlly serious in my studies and my grades. and that’s a fact. wheee!

one kahlua shot please?
XD

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Calvyn

07/12/2008

no more final exam for me… wan also don have leh… i am so admire u… heheheheh

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