Her eyes are in such dreadful pain
After her continuous downpour like the falling rain
Her vivid past, a part of her that was so real
The agony felt is impossible to conceal
Her heart spells a cryptic wonder
Of what would be, could be, as she ponder
Rewinding back her thoughts that seem so vacant
Why didn’t she see, that she was often forsaken?
Her head pounds to the pace of a drumming beat
As she retraces the unspoken whispers in discreet
Deep in thoughts, her mind is engulfed yet again
Bewildering how she could keep herself strong and sane
Reading her other poetry written in ink
She can’t help but to wonder and think
Is she as strong as she thought she would be?
Or.. would she succumb again to things she didn’t see?
Torn, broken and shattered are the words spoken and said
Of which were exactly the words she used to articulate
She knows what an uphill struggle this possibly is
As she retains the memory sealed with a kiss
Things change but memories last a lifetime
If she could relive those moments so one-of-a-kind
She would if she could
And if she could she probably would
Out the door she walks with her soul in her hand
She leaves with a heavy heart and buries it in the sand
On that new gravel path her journey begins
A walk of destiny ; her strength regains.
Jessica Tan
jess jia you =D
*hugs
Huggies, jess dear??
*hug tighter*
you’ll be alright soon =)
i will and i must.
T_T
Thanks rumi & cathy
*hugs*
If you’re really in grave pain, maybe you ought to just pen it out in simple flowing words out at a hidden location, let it all out for once and for all and be clear of negativity inside.
I sincerely hope you get through your hard times in the most positive of manner.
Take care jess. Tan.
Jordan.tan.
Be strong, stay strong. The tides may be heavy but it’s not here to last; very soon it will be your past.
Beautiful poetry poppet. I felt it right there with you. You are a great writer. And I would love to heal your wounds for you.
Very nice.
Have you also wondered why rain always rhymes with pain and strain in poems of heartbreak ?
Good to see you expressing yourself through something constructive rather than wallowing in self-pity (:
/bighug.
<3
*hugs*
cheer up k?
there are many things in life that makes one down and out. it’s how one solves it that determines if the person grows or not.
if there’s anything i can help you with, do let me know aye? (:
*teddy bear hugs jess*
hey girl…hope u’re doing ok. can alwiz call/msn me if u need to talk, aights?? 🙂
jordan yup… u read my mind. actually, i have a whole lot more poetry that are written and unpublished cos they might be a lil too personal for public viewing.
thanks again jordan. TAN.
thanks lil abi and mama T_T and nah, i ain’t no great writer compared to many other language enthusiasts out there. /hugs.
aww couzzie thanks much. well, yeah.. i’ve always expressed better in words, so poetry n writing has been my thing since schooling days. well, that’s the best i can do now.. cos there’s rlly nth much that can be done now. =/
/hugs yiling thanks.. i will try to. really. i will try. and sure i will let u kno if there’s anyth. thanks again gurl
well shar i’m not. and i wrote another poem. gonna publish it soon. okay will call u if i need an ear. /hugs
wow, jess, you wrote a wonderful poem. 🙂
*hugs*
Jess!!!
We care for you!!
Take care okay!!
thanks adrienne. i guess my words flow w my emotions. it gets better when im emo.
i know bern and thanks lots. btw, i still have the pics of our outing. =/ come online n i’ll send to u thru sharing folder