It has been a long time since I came up with an emo post. But.. it’s no fault of mine doing it now. After all, this IS my virtual diary.
What’s going on right now in my little figment of thoughts? No one knows.
As a random thought passes by,
Why is my mind heaving a sigh?
I can’t comprehend where I’ve turned,
I guess all I have to do now is to learn.
Brimming in me was one dream, one goal and one aim,
Now it feels like every bit of effort is in vain,
I guess some things will bound to cease
Even though I yearn it to increase.
Draining little by little, the fuel is burning out,
How I wish I could shout it out loud,
I just want me and my spirits to be the same again,
With the right priorities to be focused as the main.
I’m aimless and losing direction,
Halting midway at this very strange junction,
I need a light to show me the way,
Amen to : what come what may
I feel mute in every way,
The virtual world has made my attention sway,
Where I seek solace from the harsh reality,
At things that may be of nothing but complexity.
idk. I’ve slacked alot. In my priorities, in my coursework, in my grades (from As to B+s. Somehow I sense a B coming in soon at the end ofthe semester), and in my conduct in general. And no, I do not need anyone to tell me that – for I can feel it. within.
Would someone please slap me on the head and wake me up?? I’m way in over my head.
I’m sorry mom. I’m sorry to anyone I’ve affected.. and to YOU. thanks for counting sheep backwards with me and that yelloebanana game.
and I promise that I will buck up. Get back on track. However strange that my only rival is myself, it somehow lingers in familiarity.
it doesn’t get ANY better.
I’m sorry Jessica,
I don’t want to see you like this either.
I am sure that “YOU” will be more than willingly to count sheep backwards and play that yelloebanana game with you anytime. ^_^ Cheer up girl.
jess you have got all of us here morally supporting you. no worries. Life is a shit hole, all u need to do is to find the right handle to flush it 🙂 cheer up yea~
wassup emo kid!! welcome to my world!!!!!! wakakakakaka.
no la kiddin. u noe wat girl.. u shudnt be so pessimistic. coz U ARE AWESOME!!!!
i see so much potential in u.. and i noe sumday u’ll be a very successful person. i have faith in u girl. so yea…cheer up and fight to the end.
hey guys… thanks. rlly appreciate the concern. and to bestie jc also, pls dun be so emo urself too kay?
and to all, pls dun be so worried. im okay. just feelin a lil blue and when emo bites, it BITES HARD.
sometimes when it’s rlly just self conflict, it happens too.
jess, don’t think so much and cheer up k *hugs*
sometime life is a bitch or somewhat we called the roller-coaster…ups and downs and to a junction where u need decide either to turn left or right…aimlessly losing ur own direction of where u supposed to be heading or what u supposed to do is just a part of it which u might need to sit down and think of what u really want for urself…and this, i would say its a test that would make us realize how much and how far more we need to catch up with the goal u had been trying to achieve…
we fall and we learn, no one said its impossible nor easy but you’ve to just keep your passion and head up to face the real world…try giving urself a short break and just be alone for a while…it helps really…everything has a way out to it and its good that u know how to share it with ur lil diary here at least…*pats*
sing along with the line :
Don’t worry be happy
In every life we have some trouble
When you worry you make it double
Don’t worry, be happy……
ok, perhaps i think this coming weekend shall be the one hell good time to boost you back alive…LOL…CANT WAIT TO SEE YOU *hugs*
omg i cant believe i actually read every single word in ur uber long comment dear.
YES AND NEITHER CAN I WAIT TO SEE U!!!!!!!!!!!!
*Bites Jessica’s head…
thought u’re a tomato.
Anyway, Jess…. there’s a word that people use nowadays…
ah..it’s at the tip of my tongue…
ahh….what’s the fking word again?
leeehhhmah…mmmm….oh…ya.. i know…..
And you’re special. So shuddup and be happy always. lol… HUGZZZ
LOL AND IF I REMEMBER CORRECTLY, i was the one who taught u that ‘lemmmmaaa’ word!
ok fine. shall shuddup *zips*
Janganla emo.. Nanti jadi homo kat momo.
isnt that Evanescence’s song ?
bring me to life…LOL
i do know abit punk culture..:p
ANYWAY, chill lah…i am not good at comforting people but if you feel like to talk to someone…chat with me lahh….or other innit guys..*hugs*
WE ROCK…!! lol
wtf, girl……pick up, stand up and start running (with the Converse shoes)…..LOL!
Everyday be a gazzelle: the gazzelle wakes up, knows it’s a new day and starts running/working because it knows either he/she works on it or be eaten alive by the tiger!
Lots of hugs,
LOL VINCENT THAT WAS RANDOM!!!
aww tze thanks fo ur concern ye? *hugs* and btw, evanescence is more to emo/rockish genre de.. not so much of punk.
OMFG couzzie kel i MISSED U SO MUCHH!!!!! HEARD UR COMING DOWN END OF THE YEAR?? cant wait!!
and thanks fo de encouragement!!
No worries darl, everything will be all right. It’s a phase everyone goes through even for myself. We’re here for one another. Pray that you’ll be all right and be that cheerful gal again =) *Hugs*
May the Lord be with you always
your photo’s can send to hantu publisher as coverpage joh.. haha
heyyyyyyyyyy thanks so much rize!!!! I will soon, don’t worry. as long as i get everyth over n done with =D
ishhh celaka u ron!!! AHAAHAHAAHAH can can.. wheeee shoot to instant fame. ahahahah ima fan of russell lee’s true sg ghost stories