I've decided to undergo plastic surgery….

Ya know one of those days where you feel like a god-forsaken ugly child?

Prolly when your menstrual hormones go haywire and pimples begin to pop up everywhere. It happens to me all the time.. and oh, I hate my nose. I wasn't exactly born with a very high nosebridge, the ones Indians and Westerners have.

Neither do I have deep set eyes.. the ones Pakistanis and Russians have

I regretted not jumping onto the bandwagon when almost all my friends had their braces done in high school.

When you're afraid to face the world, you bury your head towards the pillows

and embrace something that wouldn't judge you

And now, I'm this ugly looking person.

But I know I can still be saved, by plastic surgery.

It's my glimmer of hope to look near decent

Fine, I know it's scary to go under the knife… but what about cosmetic surgery? It's practically the same., just that hardly any operations will be included. Whatever goes… if both can make me look better, I've already made my decision today.

Please don't be mad at me mom & dad.. hope you'll accept the new me

It's just one of those days 🙁 🙁

UPDATES!

did you realize what the date was when I posted this blogpost?

1ST APRIL 2010

1ST APRIL

does it ring a bell?

REFER TO THIS POST : THE TRUTH BEHIND MY PLASTIC SURGERY DECISION!

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01/04/2010

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72 responses to “I've decided to undergo plastic surgery….”

sammie_k

01/04/2010

whaaaaattttttttt?? don’t jess!! T___T!!! u know its very ex right?

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1. Jessica Tan
  
  01/04/2010
  
  🙁 yeah but.. i dont rlly have a choice. this is how i look edi. thats the only way to change it
  
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EVo

01/04/2010

We know what date it is 🙂 Blek!

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1. Jessica Tan
  
  01/04/2010
  
  where? lemme go check
  
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Cara

01/04/2010

Personally, I’ve always thought that you’re pretty. ^_^

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1. Jessica Tan
  
  01/04/2010
  
  thanks fer making me trying to feel better dear 🙁
  
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Ceddy

01/04/2010

I AIN’T FOOLED BY YOU! Cara and Sammie_k …. LOOK WHAT SHE SAID AT THE END! EVo is so clever lol!!!

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1. Jessica Tan
  
  01/04/2010
  
  At the end? at the end of where! which u referring to?
  
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2. EVo
  
  01/04/2010
  
  HE HE HE
  
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  1. Vox
    
    01/04/2010
    
    1st of April! Hey heyy I wanna go my legs as well! I wanna be 2 inches taller and butt as big as beyonce wtf hahahahahahahahaah
    
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    1. Jessica Tan
      
      02/04/2010
      
      U PPL DONT SPOIL THE FUN! 😛 😛
      
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Jacquelyn

01/04/2010

hmm since this is posted on 1st april, should i believe it? ><

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1. Jessica Tan
  
  01/04/2010
  
  if it was posted on 31st march or 2nd april, would u believe it?
  
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ur silent reader

01/04/2010

shit. owhhhh babe.. come on. which part u want to do then? and where? if nonid plz dont do?

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1. Jessica Tan
  
  01/04/2010
  
  wahh. im touched. even silent reader also come out.. thanks man.. or babe.
  Wanna do my nose la where else! and my eyes. and my jawline. NEED TO DO. im so ugly
  
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Reader

01/04/2010

LOL ! April Fool right ?!

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1. Jessica Tan
  
  01/04/2010
  
  December bluesss~~
  
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Sue Ann

01/04/2010

Oh my goodness Jess, don’t do it.. You’re beautiful the way you are.. Every person’s created a different way and yet they still have people that loves them for who they are.. You want people to love you for yourself, not how you look.. Looks will eventually fade away and be forgotten through years but your heart and the memories you give others will always remain.. Please don’t do it babe.. I’m sure all those who care will not agree with you on this.. People care about you Jess..

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1. Jessica Tan
  
  01/04/2010
  
  Im reading every word u commented. thanks so much for the advice 🙁
  
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My Kafkaesque Life

01/04/2010

Dearie,

I’m not a fan of plastic surgeries, but if that’s your decision, I support you. I’m not here to say what you must or must not do, k. But my honest opinion is, you look beautiful the way you are and you have an awesome character. You really make people happy and you know that, because you constantly get feedback. I’d hope that it would be enough for you to make you confident. But people are different and each of us wants to be the best they can. I just hope you go to a very good one and don’t look at the price. The best ones will do it the way that it won’t be obvious and will look as natural as possible.

But please don’t be down, k. Hundreds of people love you!

Including me, a humble reader 🙂

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1. Jessica Tan
  
  01/04/2010
  
  omg so sweet T__T *teary eyed* thanks for oways being supportive since day one. i’ve oways wanted to do it lah, but oways never dared to. scary! and well.. the societal norms.. tsk tsk tsk. vry judgemental. thats why.
  
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willazz

01/04/2010

happy april fool’s day

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1. Jessica Tan
  
  01/04/2010
  
  merry christmas?
  
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Stacy_ann

01/04/2010

WHYYYYYYYYYYYYY?????????????? NOOOOO.

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1. Stacy_ann
  
  01/04/2010
  
  see got an angry face as my display photo some more.
  
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  1. Jessica Tan
    
    01/04/2010
    
    okay okay! nono angers 😀
    
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gr0

01/04/2010

I think yu look cool as yu are, kewt face yu must agree.
But from all yr pics, what i has found us yr best feature is yr cute juicy butt. True, dont slais it off y’hear?

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1. Jessica Tan
  
  01/04/2010
  
  haha LOL thanks! 🙂 and wtf cute juicy butt, ya gotta be kiddin me! hahaahaha 🙂
  
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  1. gr0
    
    01/04/2010
    
    Where got kid kid one?
    http://farm3.static.flickr.com/2786/4450080980_b9573d9e18_o.jpg
    
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    1. Jessica Tan
      
      02/04/2010
      
      ROARRR WTF u ah! >_< haha
      
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    2. Jessica Tan
      
      02/04/2010
      
      ROARRR WTF u ah! >_< haha
      
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Alison

01/04/2010

If you want to do it Jessie, then do it.
You have a strong personality.
Young as you are, you seem clear about your decisions and direction in life.
I don’t have any judgement about plastic surgery.
if people want it, then thats ok with me. I really can’t see what is ‘wrong’ about wanting it.
Like most of your friends above, I think you are as cute as a button, you have a fabulous figure and a fabulous face. I don’t know which part of you you want to change … and I can’t say I feel like you need it in any way.
You are a beautiful girl Jessie. But you will have our full support in the decision making process, because after all this is about you, and nobody else.
Big snogs
Alison and Co

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1. Jessica Tan
  
  01/04/2010
  
  Haha tres bon! very wise words! I shall keep that in mind. Merci merci 🙂
  Bonne nuit!
  
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Jasmine

01/04/2010

Apa la lu jess !

Saw you tweeted this , no one is ugly . Everyone is beautiful in their own ways , its in the eye of the beholder . At times when i’m turns into an emo monster , this kinda thoughts hits me hard too . I always felt that i’m different because i’m 174 cm tall , i am never size zero , i am never the average Asian chick size . So growing up is kinda awkward and painful because i am never like anyone else . I don’t have the perfect nose , my skin has blemishes too and i have crooked front teeth . I am low in self esteem u know.

So its alright because no one is perfect . Plus Looks may get the attention first , but personality is what makes someone likes you .

Plastic surgery may make everyone look better , but it doesn’t last cause we’ll grow old and grey and all the beauty and youth that we spend our lives trying to maintain will all fades away.

Excuse my rusty grammar haha

The best way to feel good about yourself is to tell yourself even Super Models , or Hollywood A class artists with their flawless skin , perfect hair , hot body passed out stinky gas too haha , I know the joke is kinda lame haha

And if this is an April Fool post i swear im gonna spank you hahaha

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1. Jessica Tan
  
  01/04/2010
  
  wowwwwww ur taller than me!! O_O uber cool. neither have i got a perfect nose, i’ve got more blemishes than u and i have rabbit teeth.
  
  i agree that no one is perfect, but it’s oways nice to look pretty 🙂
  
  UR GRAMMAR IS NOT RUSTY!
  
  LOL i wont imagine that they pass out stinky gas only, but i’ll oso tell myself they went thru lotsa botox and photoshop ahahahahahaa.
  
  and *cough* ohh u rlly think so? 😛 *runs away*
  I’ve always considered it but never dared to lah, to be honest.
  
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Amanda Janelle

01/04/2010

hmmm it’s april fool’s day. LOL.

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1. Jessica Tan
  
  01/04/2010
  
  merry christmas!
  
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mom

01/04/2010

If u are as ulgy as u say then let me join you in yr quest to seek beauty
… mother & daughter must at least look alike, right?

Shall we opt for da ‘cat woman look’ ? *^* LOL

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1. Jessica Tan
  
  01/04/2010
  
  LOL mum.. okay, thanks for ur support. i guess i have ur approval. if it works, then i recommend u to the same plastic surgeon k?
  and i’ll opt for the ‘cat woman’ look, u opt for the ‘cow woman’ look ok?
  
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Sue Me

01/04/2010

Hahahaha..I just feel like laughing after the tweets I shared with you last night. Lol..

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1. Jessica Tan
  
  01/04/2010
  
  yah i very fail dot com -____________- sigh!
  
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kelvin

01/04/2010

I don’t think u are ugly, i think u have the looks tat last longer then those pretty faces which can bored ppl after sometime. One can never get tired of looking at u:)

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1. Jessica Tan
  
  01/04/2010
  
  but the ‘those pretty faces which can bored ppl after sometime’ ones are very kawaii and sweet!
  and Omg such kind words. appreciate it much
  
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JunJun-Riko

01/04/2010

Haha. I dunno if it’s April Fool’s joke or what, but if this is really your decision, I support you. Not coz I don’t think you are not beautiful, you are already very beautiful to me. But if money can make us girls look more beautiful physically, why not? It’s not like you’re gonna totally change your whole outlook into another person, you’re just enhancing some of your features. Some people do that by waking up wee hours in the morning and applying gallons of make up on their face, well, rich and lazy people go for plastic/cosmetic surgery. I don’t see what’s the harm in doing so. If I have the money, trust me, I would go for it. Haha.

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1. Jessica Tan
  
  01/04/2010
  
  yeahhhhhhh i agree. if only plastic surgery was like, more common and acceptable in society, then it wouldn’t be a taboo or a problem right!? yeah i wanna enhance only not make myself look like a different person. haha. only open minded ppl will find that it’s not wrong. but then again.. it’s scary la. what if something goes wrong right
  
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CWKen

01/04/2010

yeah I agree it’s time for u to do it. i’m so glad u finally found ur enlightment ROFLMAO XDXDXD just kidding :p

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1. Jessica Tan
  
  01/04/2010
  
  what an asshole! 😛
  
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goingkookies

01/04/2010

if u were truly ugly or were some burnt victim or some disfigurement of the face etc and wanted to do plastic surgery.. i think most ppl would understand…

but u aren’t girl! u re hip. u re happening.. u re loved for WHO u already are.. and you’re definitely NOT ugly!! so why feel the need to go for plastic surgery?

there’s a hollywood celebrity.. can’t remember her name.. is it heidi montag or sth,, who did multiple surgeries and she regretted BIG time! but by then.. it’s too late to regret..

maybe ir’s ur april fools joke on us readers.. =p cheeeky u then..

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1. Jessica Tan
  
  01/04/2010
  
  BECAUSE i have an ugly nose. or at least I think so. Seriously! it makes me look ugly. and my eyes are like… >___< don't like! LOL omg multiple surgeries to correct the wrongly done surgeries is surely scary 🙁 april fools joke meh! ?? hmmmmmm... why don't i post this up tomorrow then? 😛
  
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Biggie

01/04/2010

totally agree with sue ann. Apri Fool’s joke or not, u hv to seriously consider. anything can happen during the surgery n u may come out worse than before, wh fortunately u r not.Life is so exciting cos there r so many types and diff people in tis world. We dun want a world of lookalike. RECONSIDER!!!!!!

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1. Jessica Tan
  
  01/04/2010
  
  THINK ABOUT THE PPL WHO ARE HAPPY WITH THEIR SURGERY!! So pretty after that!
  
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Lien Jei

01/04/2010

At first i realy believe it , but i think you wont coz i know you love the way you are … if you really wana change yourself then is not Jessica Tan anymore.. <3

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1. Jessica Tan
  
  01/04/2010
  
  yameh? i love myself the way i am meh? U SURE ANOT??? 😀 😀
  
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Simon Seow

01/04/2010

Sigh. My so call prank so fail, everyone see through it.

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1. Jessica Tan
  
  01/04/2010
  
  HAHAHHAH so late only u post!
  
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superwilson

01/04/2010

u must be kidding me!! OMG!!

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1. Jessica Tan
  
  01/04/2010
  
  IF IM NOT, HOW??
  
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Josh

01/04/2010

As your BF, can I at least suggest a few people that I want you to be? Jessica Alba, Megan Fox, Kristen Bell, Mandy Moore, Jin Sha, Jessica Biel. XP

Hmmmm, on second thought I think Jessica Tan will suits you the best. So get a plastic surgery that will make you looks like Jessica Tan 100% okay? OH WAIT!!!!! U ARE ALREADY JESSICA TAN!!! ^_^ <3

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1. Jessica Tan
  
  01/04/2010
  
  As ur gurl, can i suggest u to be Shia LaBeouf? Justin Long?
  HAHAAHAHHA but ur also awsome just the way u are <3
  
  thekincheongness! HAHAAAHHA
  
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E-Jian

01/04/2010

Hey Jess!

Fret not. I’m wearing braces right now, so you can come join my “Braces-Wearing-Laggards” group! TEEHEE.

Its becoming a trend okaaaaayy..

XOXO
EJ

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1. Jessica Tan
  
  02/04/2010
  
  whoaaahh. NOW only wear? O___O i damn shy wei! like im not a teen anymore lolol 🙁 🙁
  xoxo!
  
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  1. E-Jian
    
    02/04/2010
    
    Aduhaii.. you cheat me!!!
    
    HEHEHEHE.. I older than you weii, don’t make me feel so aunty can?
    
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peterpan

01/04/2010

go 4 it, its d end of d product dat matters… n if u luk gud , rcmend me n wif a bit of nick n tuck here n there, yo, lets do it tgther perhaps can get dscounted rate 🙂

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1. Jessica Tan
  
  02/04/2010
  
  AHAAHAHAH WTF U AH! 😛
  
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Meg

02/04/2010

Hey, that was a wicked trick! Well, everyone can undergo plastic surgery. Though I’m not saying you should do it! I mean, why not? 🙂

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1. Jessica Tan
  
  02/04/2010
  
  open minded society yo!
  
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araleling

02/04/2010

Happy April Fool, hehehe

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1. araleling
  
  02/04/2010
  
  lol, the icon really suit some people who got trick by you, hahhaa
  
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  1. Jessica Tan
    
    02/04/2010
    
    hehe yeahhh!! agreed 😛 😛 happy april fools!
    
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