TheJessicat

IF ONLYs & WHAT IFs ?

The things I wonder in life actually scares me to a second death.
All those gritty moments of WHAT IFs and IF ONLYs would just grab a pestle and grind me mercilessly on a mortar,
should they come alive.

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What IF I got myself an out-of-this-universe hairdo?
IF only I could muster enough enough courage to do so.

What IF I could bend the above-pictured fork with my mind?
IF only I had telekinesis.

What if I was bold enough to go with my sudden surges of fancies?
IF only I would get that tongue piercing I’ve always wanted.

What IF I never did take that Krispy Kreme donut sitting on my dresser?
IF only I could resist that piece of sugary-sweet sin.

What IF my balcony wasn’t my architectural best friend?
IF only I could befriend a Roman statue.

What IF I wasn’t still awake writing this at 3.59am?
IF only I could just hit the sack.

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Or at least the couch.
I seriously ought to stop sleeping at 4am.

What time dya guys sleep?
Anyone still awake?


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14 responses to “IF ONLYs & WHAT IFs ?”

  1. Zues Avatar
    Zues

    Yes.. ZuesMAN is here:)

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  2. Zues Avatar
    Zues

    sometimes we have deep thoughts especially during nites especially when everyone has already falls asleep and left you alone. You listen to what your heart says.. it is good, as from there it is like a review of how ur life has been recently.. anyhow, jz listen to it, and tell urself to have a good nite sleep^^

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  3. jhnhth Avatar
    jhnhth

    I am still awake, but…. erm…. prolly doesn’t count ‘cuz you’re like 12 hours ahead, so it’s 4:21 p.m. here. But still – I am awake, really. Green Day played here last night. I couldn’t go, but there are some youtube vids up. Worth a gander. Got the new record, thanks to your recommendation. Good call, I’m digging it. Thanks!!

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  4. ~ ♥ J E SS I C A . T Avatar
    ~ ♥ J E SS I C A . T

    Zeus aww thanks. wise words i should live by. I despise the night for that reason but love it all d same. it gives me space to sit alone and think deeply. omfg i need to sleep i know, but I love being emo for no reason. 🙂

    jhnhth hmm yeah, it awfully doesn’t count! But i’m still glad you peeps comment to keep me frm boredom. Well, replying comments accompanies me for a bit before I sleep. AND OMFG GREEN DAY PLAYED LAST NIGHT? ARGHHH FOR THE LOVE OF GOD, I WISHED I WAS RIGHT THERE. sure no probs, happy to have shared the love for greenday in that blogpost. Which reminds me, ohnoes. I’m still yet to post an album review about it. 🙂

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  5. yenniedoll Avatar
    yenniedoll

    yea, im still thinking. T_T what if, im wrong about my thinking, what if ..IM BLUR again.. wtf..

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  6. ~ ♥ J E SS I C A . T Avatar
    ~ ♥ J E SS I C A . T

    iknowright. those WHAT IFs can kill people. if 100 emo heads sit together and fuse their emotions together, i swear it will the electricity of the nation would trip. argh fuck, im being so radical here but so wot, its 4.58am 🙁

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  7. Josh Avatar
    Josh

    If I nap in the afterwork I have no problem staying up till so late like you hon. ^_^

    BTW, “what if” can kill ppl if you think too much of it… Just trust your instinct and do it!

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  8. Tian Chad @ 永遇乐 Avatar
    Tian Chad @ 永遇乐

    People do think more when they a alone and awake early in the morning 🙂
    Just sleep when u feel tired, if forcing urself to sleep it won’t make you get better~

    Do what you like to do before it is too late ^@^~

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  9. ~ ♥ J E SS I C A . T Avatar
    ~ ♥ J E SS I C A . T

    josh the thing is, i dont nap darl. 🙁 dun have the chance too. and yeaa iknowright. the what ifs can bug me till i die. ahahaaha and psst – u sure about “trust ur instinct n do it”? so i’ll get my tongue piercing ya? 😛 😛

    tian chad i so agree! Yea, good idea, i should begin to sleep more at proper times. and hmmmm.. do what i like? WHAT IF that could be possible. 😛 😛 mom, dad, and boyf would freak out. ahahaa

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  10. Serge Norguard Avatar
    Serge Norguard

    meh .. and i wake up usually around that time .. lol

    *hugs*

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  11. shadyz Avatar
    shadyz

    oh i know you’ve been having insomnia because I haven’t been commenting right? =)

    4am is so totally unhealthy. Me sleeps at 12+ wakes at 7+

    see..me very healthy *grins*

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  12. Isaac Wong Avatar
    Isaac Wong

    You just reminded me of all my computer coding I face everyday in office.

    IF only I do not need to do programming THEN I won’t be so crazy ELSE look what happen to me now?

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  13. Cindy L Avatar
    Cindy L

    gosh..Me sleep baru 2 hours each day.
    And the next morning just sucks till max.
    Ya..you ought to sleep gurl!!!Me too!!
    Me will kejar you to bed if you don’t!!!!!!grrrrr~ *barbarian face

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  14. ~ ♥ J E SS I C A . T Avatar
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    serge then check if im still awake yeah? heeeeeee. temans 🙂

    pengsheng haha so full of urself 😛 😛 atypical of u! blekkk. and omg wot are u some biological clock? Such well disciplined timing

    isaac omfg yes totally! darn. u see that everyday in office? shits. no wonder u keep having to take ur puffs. it keeps u awake 😀

    cindy omg same! siao man… why r u sleeping so late like me too? we shud stop doing that. ahahahah 😀

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